Sleep, I never had to flex with that
安睡于我,从不需向人夸耀。
What’s fed when the hearts and the words don’t reach?
当真心与言语都到不了彼此,又有什么能被喂养?
What’s fed when the money don’t take things back?
当金钱也赎不回逝去的一切,拿什么去填补那空洞?
It’s rare when somebody take your dreams back?
少有人,愿意替你接住那些坠落的梦。
I care too much, wanna share too much
我太在意,也太想把心事说与谁听。
In my head too much, I shut down too
困在自己的思绪里太久,于是常常将自己关停。
I ain’t there too much, I’m a complex soul
我常不在场,只因这灵魂本就层叠难测。
They layered me up, then broke me down
他们一层层将我堆砌,又一点点将我拆碎。
And moralities dust, I lack in trust
道义已蒙上灰尘,我连信任也所剩无几。
This time around, I trust myself
这一遭,我只把信任交还给自已。
Please everybody else but myself
总是讨好这世间所有人,唯独亏待了自己。
All else fails, I was myself
纵使万物倾塌,我仍是那个我。
Out done fear, out done myself
我越过了恐惧,也胜过了旧日的自己。
This year, you better one yourself
今年,你该学会与自已合而为一。
Masks on the babies, mask on an opp
婴孩蒙着口罩,对手亦蒙着口罩。
Wear masks in the neighborhood stores when you shop
连在街角小店采买,也得以面具遮面。
But a mask won’t hide who you are inside
可面具遮得住脸,遮不住内里的真实。
Look around, the realities carved in the lies
环顾四周,真相早已被刻进谎言的纹理。
Wipe my ego, dodge my pride
拂去那点傲气,避开无谓的虚荣。
Look myself in the mirror
直直地望进镜中的自己。
Amityville, I ain’t seen nothin’ scarier
纵是猛鬼凶宅,也不及眼前这般可怖。
I fought like a pit bull terrier, blood I shed could fill up aquariums
我如斗犬般死战,流过的血足以注满整座水族箱。
Tell my angels, “Carry ‘em”
托我的天使:「把他们,都好好安顿。」
Every emotion been deprived
每一种情绪,都曾被人剥夺。
Even my strong points couldn’t survive
连引以为傲的长处,也未能幸免。
If I didn’t learn to love myself, forgive myself a hundred times, dawg
若我不曾学会爱自己、原谅自己千百回,兄弟啊——
I love when you count me out (Huh)
我独爱你们将我剔除出局的那一刻。(Huh)
I love when you count me out
我偏爱上你们不看好我的模样。
I love when you count me out
我独爱你们把我排除在外的那一刻。